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So, I guess I’m technically unemployed right now.
That feels really weird to say “I’m between jobs” i.e., unemployed. I’m struggling with being ok with it. I’m not early retired yet. I’m not on sabbatical as I’m actively looking for jobs.
So what happened?
Well, it’s been about a 6 weeks since my life got a little turned upside down by basically being fired when I told my main job “if I can’t facilitate a change in the situation here, I’ll have to change my situation” and they answered me by handing me a final check a couple months later.
Duly noted; they wanted a license for hire, not to support their staff, increase workload while decreasing resources and to tie my hands on doing any of the typical management tasks that lead to improvements in staff. I got my answer.
That’s cool.. I’ve got backup plans
That was all fine and well because I had a backup job. Except a few weeks after I went to my backup job “full time” (I had two weeks with overtime initially upon opening up my schedule fully to them), and was in the process of trying to get coded as more than per diem… they cut hours. A LOT.
Except… now I don’t
So, big shakeups at the big corporate job that affect a lot more people than just me.
Here’s the gist: all full timers except management get only 32 hours. Part timers who used to get 24 hours (enough for insurance) are now cut down to 20 hours. And people like me who were per diem when this whole mess transpired are getting…. nada.
I’m still on the books, but, now all the people who were promised hours are fighting for the hours that are leftover. At least for the next few months (until people who require 40 hours a week start finding other jobs), I’m only going to get called in for an emergency most likely. I’ve had one shift on the books September 1-22.
Can I say it again? Thank goodness for that emergency fund!
I’m so happy I’m not reliant on getting 40 hours a week like many of my colleagues.
A lot of this worked out ok initially for me. I had a planned vacation the last two weeks of August (cheap, go visit some family). So though I’ve not really worked for almost a month now, in effect, it’s only been about 2 weeks where I’ve “felt” unemployed.
So what have I done about it? I filed for fuckin’ unemployment?!
That’s a statement I never thought I’d make as a pharmacist! And my weekly maximum benefit is going to be about equivalent to one day of work. It’s still cash flow though and a benefit I’ve earned just like every other employee.
I figure it sends a bit of a statement to me previous employer as well, as they do have to explain the reason for the termination to someone. That reason probably won’t be shared with me, but, basically all I got was “we were afraid you would quit and we can’t have something like that happen unless we’re in control of the situation, no hard feelings, you can use us as a reference.”
Some new life experiences here…
I haven’t seen a check yet as there is an investigation process. And if I get some per diem work through the corporate job, I just won’t file for that week. But it gets me 6 months of weekly checks for the next year should I need it. I’m iffy on what this means for taxes… but I don’t think my funemployement (stole that from someone on twitter) will last too long so I’ll go ahead and start claiming.
I’ve also signed up with a pharmacist staffing company. This was kind of a “if I get desperate” measure. I’m sure I’ll have a post on that at some point too. It’s a less than ideal work option
Because of my location, any shifts that I would pick up would be probably 4-6 hours away. They don’t pay drive time, and they pay half the mileage rate I’m used to getting, if they pay any mileage at all! No meal allowance and a tight hotel budget. Given all that, I would be making, effectively, less than 50% of my normal hourly rate when you factor in drive time and other expenses, but at my normal fairly high tax rate. Not cool.
To top it off, they have all this extra work that you have to do on your own time to be eligible to EVEN BE CALLED to be ASKED if you’re available and want to pick up a shift. So far, I’d day it’s been about 8-10 hours of unpaid work. They really do prey on people with no other options. They say maybe 4-6 shifts per month?
Time for a change!
If you read my post “Deep Work and Why my Job Sucks” you got to see some of my frustrations with retail pharmacy. I think all this mess and the continuing changes (for the worse) mean it’s probably time to make my exit from retail pharmacy.
I’ve said I’d like to do it for years, but I haven’t had the kick in the ass to make it happen.
I’ve worked hospital in the past and I find it much more professionally fulfilling. I truly use what I went to school to learn and you are forced to continually be learning. Also, I think my no nonsense attitude, high standard and ethics are more appreciated in a hospital setting.
Hospital work can be scary, because, YOU CAN REALLY KILL PEOPLE in a different way than retail, but, I’m smart. I can learn it again and handle it.
I was trying to plan a change, but not as committed.
Before my life blew up, knowing that I was miserable in the main job, it was effecting my health, and that it was a dead end and not going to get any better, I had interviewed for a per diem hospital position.
At the time, I decided there was more time commitment there than I could give with my other two jobs. I saw it as an opportunity to re-learn the field and maybe transition to hospital fully in the future, but as a not-main job, I had too much else on my plate. I told them I didn’t think I could take it on on top of everything else.
A lot of work, a little luck.
I called them back when my schedule “opened up” to let them know I was still interested, but they had a candidate in mind at that point. A few weeks later, I got a call from them saying that candidate fell through and they wanted to talk availability! We’ve talked and I’m waiting to see if I get a job offer. Sweet!
There is another potential hospital position in the works.. so it seems I may indeed have some options and I’m feeling pretty optimistic at the moment. Cross your fingers for me.
A while I’m getting to pretend I’m retired?
I’m spending a lot of time with my family. Hitting some yoga classes, doing some mushroom picking (and selling to local restaurants). Doing a little bit of clean up and purging around the house (at least what’s under my control vs. what my husband has to agree to). I’m totally not bored, which is a good sign!
I’m not getting much else done, and will probably make a follow-up post about how interesting it’s been that I can’t seem to focus to get much “work” done or financial planning. I haven’t tackled some things like rolling over the 401k from the old main job or getting my husband’s Vanguard setup or rolling my Betterment to Vanguard. Goals for the next month I guess.
I’m trying to make the most of and enjoy this unusual point where I don’t have any commitments… while trying not to stress too much about unsurety in the immediate future!